The inner critic can often be a noisy and sometimes challenging companion on the Kundalini awakening journey. It can see itself as a protector of your wellbeing and so called “normalness”. Thus it will comment, berate, besiege and distract you from staying aligned and attuned to the subtle internal processes and intuitive callings that are the core focus of waking up.
I know on my own path this critic could sew seeds of doubt about the purpose, value and reality of my spiritual path. It would try to pull me back on to a more conventional and “safe” trajectory. It was particularly good at this when I was exhausted, vulnerable or plagued by unusual Kundalini symptoms. And it was loudest when awakening was asking me to take deeper internal or external risks in order to stay aligned on the path. At these moments the inner critic confidently and blatantly called me “crazy”.
Thankfully my “crazy inner wisdom” was more powerful and so aligned with the awakening path that I was able to survive the worst fires and rages of my inner critic and it’s incessant attempts to save me from my “kooky” Kundalini journey. And thus I was able to come out the other side of my wild Kundalini ride.
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